I want to put the universe on my bedroom walls.

NIKKIII:

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY BEAUTIFUL

( <3 ) love you to death :D

OMFG I HAVE A FOLLOWER AGAIN.<3

heeybestfraan xx

kayy so, i lost my only follower. my friend. :p it’s kind of ironic in that sense, because it’s like a short version of everything that’s happening.

sooo„ i can basically say whatever the hell i want and nobody will care. or even read it for that matter.

YAAAAY. i already have a place for that but, meh. might as well spread the word,

THAT I’M NOT WHO ANYONE THINKS I AM. <3

ha. it’s so stupid it almost makes me sick.

• i’ve met you what, three times? and yet, maybe.. if you’re real. if you aren’t just joking, or doing this for attention… maybe we have more in common. than a lot of people. you could be my best friend. i could use one of those right now, considering
• I’M A DRIFTER. everyone’s been split up. just like grade 6. long time ago, this happened. 3 years. long for me. now it’s happening again. i don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings. but i want them all back. i can’t LIVE without friends. because my family gets none of this. not that my friends do, but they get me a little more. but my friends aren’t my friends anymore.
• i’m gonna have to rely on myself again, aren’t i? when i showed you what i was, you understood. i thought you’d stick by me. no? i was stupid to think that. stupid to think you might still come back. but at least you don’t know everything about me again. now, i have that little corner in my mind back to myself. the dark, dirty one. the sits there all cozy and protected. unvisited and dusty, and it’s ALL MINE.
• SCREW YOU.
• it’s starting again.
• night, myself. because apparently i’m such a fricken loser that i have nothing better to do on a friday night.

Please know, you’re beautiful. Insanely so. You’re perfect in so many ways it’s practically impossible, and you’re the ONLY one who sees your flaws. You’re scaring me with your talk lately. You’re not bad, you’re different, and that’s why you’re my friend in the first place. <3 You’re the only one who will read this. Why? You’re my only follower. You know exactly who you are.

Sorry hun, but you’re not as popular as you think you are.. (: <3

lolololololololololol

I.FRICKEN.HATE.TUMBLR.

omfgitsniki:

LOOOL , Rachel and I are trynna learn a swag dance. This is gonna go down soo well :O

props to CHACHI <33 for giving us this wild and impossible dream:)

 i love niki.[:

i [absofrigginpeople], miss you. <|3

things on my mind right now:

• how the people in the first harry potter are, like, 8.
• i’m 99% sure my bro is sitting in his recent shart. o.o
• that juicy couture purse..<3
• how i [absofrigginpeople], miss you. <|3 ha.
• that glee is mental. seriously. it’s like high school musical, but worse.
• i hope elin comes online. xxx
• i hope pedro comes online.
• I HOPE THE FREAKIN WORLD COMES ONLINE.
• there’s a hot tub & i should be in it right now. a hot tub, in the states. YEA BABY. [:

what i have to do:

• get all these songs onto my phone.
• finish this incredible amount of homework.
• punch someone.
• say hi to my mommy. {check}
• SEE THE NEW HARRY POTTER.
• get that lurrrrvely purse. [x
• get a life.

what i might as well say caas nobody’s really reading this anyways:

• i’m so freakin in love with you it’s amazing.
• i really hate the word love. i think love should be called weepolikitung. :3
• OKAY, so i’m so freakin in weepolikitung with you it’s amazing. xD
• i take everything i said in the above catergories back. YOU’RE the only thing i’m thinking about. getting YOU is the only thing i need to do.
• you’re not who everybody thinks you are. i told them all someone else.

let’s pretend i never said that.

x

So I’m happy for you and all but it makes me feel even lonelier and more pathetic than I did before. :[

I have absofreakinlutely no idea how to use this. (: